Friday, October 3, 2008

Jesser.

I had a letter today. It was way cute. Makes me sad to think how far we all are from each other. Sometimes it's ok. But when you need the other, it seems like we are on opposite sides. This doesn't make sense. Change, it happens. I happen to think it sucks. But only for a while. If it was easy, would it be worth it? Sometimes it helps just to say what you think. Not to edit anything. But the most important part, who do you say it to? And then, what happens when you are done? What happens then? I think change happens... the dreaded change. But its better to know than to wonder all day. I know I am repeating recent conversations. It just has to be said many times, so we don't forget the purpose. I will be writing my own letter. Hopefully it will give more comfort than this.

jesser this is all for you.
no one really understands our riddles.
can it even be a riddle if there is no answer?


"drama doesn't follow me, it rides on my back"

4 comments:

Alyssa said...

This makes me sad.
I like how are blogs are basically only addressed to each other.
And this makes so much sense to me.
anything new for yours?
I have a start but nothing yet.
But of course there is a reason why.
did that make sense?

Alyssa said...

B!
Go look at my latest post.
It'll definitely brighten your day.
:]

Alyssa said...

yes this is my third comment.
check your email! NOW!
I have to send you something.
I can't even explain this and I don't think it was an accident.
love.

Alyssa said...

4 times. record?
That is what we are going to do this weekend.
stars and talk.
sounds good.
love.